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Parts Unknown
02:34
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I took a walk through this beautiful world
Felt the cool rain on my shoulder
Found somethin’ good in this beautiful world
I felt that rain gettin’ colder
Where do I go from here?
Empty road, nothin’ to fear
I’m cuttin’ out goin’ my own way
It’s now or never I can’t stay
I took a walk through this beautiful world
Felt the cool rain on my shoulder
Found somethin’ good in this beautiful world
I felt that rain gettin’ colder
Where do I go from here?
Empty road, nothin’ to fear
I’m cuttin’ out goin’ my own way
It’s now or never I can’t stay
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Where the Wild Ones Go
03:49
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I’m unleashed, now complete
Can’t abstain, won’t refrain
Don’t ask me to explain
Take a chance, go off the beaten path
This all l can’tast
Beyond the edge another world awaits
Just because I haven’t doesn’t mean I won’t
Just because I shouldn’t doesn’t mean I don’t
In the great unknown I’ll find my way
To where the wild ones go
It’s half past time I should be gone
Rife with sin I let them in
I’m knee deep in the red zone
Off the road, no path to trace
Dodgin’ this mirage I camouflage
Speedin’ through the midnight dust
I take a left onto paradise
Just because I haven’t doesn’t mean I won’t
Just because I shouldn’t doesn’t mean I don’t
In the great unknown I’ll find my way
To where the wild ones go
After miles on the trail
My instinct never fails
It keeps me comin’ back, where I belong
So many spend their time
Tryin’ to stay on the straight line
I cut and duck and dive and I’m doin’ just fine
Just because I haven’t doesn’t mean I won’t
Just because I shouldn’t doesn’t mean I don’t
In the great unknown I’ll find my way
To where the wild ones go
Where the wild ones go
Yea, I’m headin’ where the wild ones go
Yea, you’ll find me where the wild ones go
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The Cave
04:35
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Moments imprinted
I’ll forever look back
In a moment of stillness
Together we fade to black
Ravishing before me
She quiets the breeze
Spread open implores me
As I fall to my knees
With the warmest sighs I feel her
With a thrust she lets me in
She is vast, unexplored
Untouched by unworthy hands
Deep inside, her secrets learned
I savor all the rise and fall
I feel the point of no return
Deep inside, her secrets learned
She’ll cover me, oh lover be
The cave I’ll never leave
My fingers work around her
Never missin’ a spot
So gentle now, I’m goin’ down
Gonna give it all I got
I’m leavin’ her hungry
I’m rock hard she’s soakin’ wet
I’d go anywhere, do anything
This night I won’t forget
As our climax nears I await
Not wanting it to end
I exhale then I beg of her
Can we go back to where it all began?
Deep inside, her secrets learned
I savor all the rise and fall
I feel the point of no return
Deep inside, her secrets learned
She’ll cover me, oh lover be
The cave I’ll never leave
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The Karmic Crown
03:56
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A withered cactus to my left
Ancient ruins to my right
This world’s a battle ground, ain’t no laws around
Except the law of nature; only the strong survive
Down that dusty path a might river ran
Now it’s been dethroned by the modern man
Ain’t gonna be me, anyone will see
The Matador always makes it out alive
For now and all years to come
I’ll conquer and walk the town
They say your will is your strongest ground
So I wear the karmic crown
A little boy sent away too early to bed
Awakes an older man one day closer to his death
I’m a man of defiance choosin’ noise over silence
The Matador always makes it out alive
For now and for years to come
I’ll conquer and walk the town
They say your will is your strongest ground
So I wear the karmic crown
For now and all years to come
I’ll conquer and walk the town
They say your will is your strongest ground
So I wear the karmic crown
For now and all years to come
I’ll turn this world upside down
I’ll know my will is the strongest ground
As I wear the karmic crown
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Vayo Con Katarina
04:04
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I know right now she’s waitin’
And at this moment prob’ly sayin’
“I love him and all but in the desert, I swear
He’ll do himself in”
She’ll forever be my turquoise
A clear and open, lovin’ sky
Then her gentle rain will fall upon me
When I am dry
Oh, stay with me and make me whole
Como la voz verdad
My soul a glaze of galena
Vayo con Katarina
I’m in her arms ascendin’ to Eden
Cuando vayo con Katarina
Time crawls whenever she’s away
The minutes are hours the moments days
The Owl winks in the night air
Through the day the Eagle swoons
The desert breezes somehow retrieves
All I’ve lost in the dark
With eloquence and grace
My tab is paid
Cashed in among the stars
My soul a glaze of galena
Vayo con Katarina
I’m in her arms ascendin’ to Eden
Cuando vayo con Katarina
Oh, take me back
Across the years, you know I’ll take the ride
And you stand by me every time
I swim against the tide
Oh, stay with me and make me whole
Como la voz verdad
My soul a glaze of galena
Vayo con Katarina
I’m in her arms ascendin’ to Eden
Cuando vayo con Katarina
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Healing Land
04:47
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Castin’ off the noise
Distractions finally gone
With the wind at my back,
I keep on shufflin’ along
Make time to stop and ponder
What has brought me to this ground
With the mountains in my view
I’ll be lost until I’m found
I ain’t afraid to be alone ,
So much open space to roam
I’ve had to go so far from home,
To find this healing land
I’ve learned to break away
To move beyond the walls
I’ve never felt more at home
Only took a thousand miles
Content to wander ‘round
Till my dreams come alive
For Nature will enlighten
Guide my steps beneath the skies
I ain’t afraid to be alone
So much open space to roam
I’ve had to go so far from home
To find this healing land
Cricket’s closin’ in
The day is on the wing
As the cloak of evenin’ falls
I take it all in
Ain’t nothin’ round me for miles
But the land and stars
In this Southwestern night
I could stay for hours
I ain’t afraid to be alone
So much open space to roam
I’ve had to go so far from home
To find this healing land
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Like an angel from the sands
She flew across the dark
Flew across the night to sing
Said a hopeless wanderer
Lost upon his trail
“Could this tender voice before me
Be my saving grace?”
She could see him drownin’
‘neathe the facade he wore
So she pondered for a while
“Should I save this troubled child?”
On that night she said to he
Let’s get lost in the desert naked in the night
Flyin’ through the shadows of your fears
We’ll carve our names across the sands
Be alone, take my hand
This Lady wave is here to save
You Burning Man
In an instant she was gone
So he went further through the day
The brutal wind carved deeper scars
He’d lost the sacred way
He had found the promised land
As illusions filled his gaze
He was driven to posses
But he could not recollect
What he’d lost so long ago
Now he’s lost in the desert naked in the night
Standin’ in the shadows of his fears
Showin’ weakness he reviled
He escaped into the wild
Oh Lady wave will you not save
This Burning Man
Then in a dusty firestorm
She put aside his careless ways
Swept him up, took him in
Washed away all his sins
Sent him back, reborn a better man
Down among the firelight
As the wolves howl through the night
In an moment she goes by
Drawn across the desert sky
With a kiss she sets him free
And they’re lost in the desert
Naked in the night
Flyin’ through the shadows of their fears
Carved their names across the sand
All alone hand in hand
The Lady Wave had finally saved
The Burning Man
Lady lead the way
You my hunter I your prey
(I’m the Burning Man)
Lady lead the way
I the darkness you the light of day
(Yea, I’m the Burning Man)
(You the lion I the lamb)
All hail the Burning Man
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The Hungry Ghost
03:49
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Hopin’ soon the day will come
When all that’s well will end right
When I’m no longer on the run
Left behind by the speed of life
A mountain of trees
Becomes a forest of knives
Like when whiskey meets wine
Or when fire meets ice
I’m a starvin’ soul ridin
On an endless highway
A road that ain’t leadin’ me home
Yea, I can’t stop racin’
Cause now I’m facin’
I’m the Hungry Ghost and I’ll go it alone
Now I’m stuck here past forever
Never knowin’ when I’ve done my time
Far too much to prove,
I’ll never get it done before the light
I dream I’m at the feast
Yet I cannot eat
Even the banquets of life
Cannot appease my appetite
I’m a starvin’ soul ridin
On an endless highway
A road that ain’t leadin’ me home
Yea, I can’t stop racin’
Cause now I’m facin’
I’m the Hungry Ghost and I’ll go it alone
Feed me here and I’ll disappear
Off to wander distant lands
I’ll walk between the winds
Starved among the endless sands
I’m a starvin’ soul ridin
On an endless highway
A road that ain’t leadin’ me home
Yea, I can’t stop racin’
Cause I’m finally facin’
I’m the Hungry Ghost and I’ll go it,
Yea, I’ll go it alone
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The Last Desert Tree
04:05
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Oh, a drought has dried up the land
Ain’t rained in a hundred days
But the storms know when to fall
When a river’s lost his way
Then without prayin’ or hopin’
The clouds they gather
The skies they open
And along with the desert I cry
I say “rain down,
Rain down over me”
I sit and I see,
‘Neath the last desert tree
Gonna set it free,
Overtime I’ve outgrown me
So “rain down, rain down on me”
I say “rain down, rain down over me”
I sit and I see, beneath the last desert tree
Gonna set it free, overtime I’ve outgrown me
So “rain down, rain down on me”
Headin’ home I feel I’ve grown
The dark has shed some light
As sure as all the waters fall
I’ll see with wiser sight
I say “rain down, rain down over me”
I sit and I see, beneath the last desert tree
Gonna set it free,
Overtime I’ve outgrown me
So “rain down, rain down over me”
As the thunder lands
And the lightnin’ strikes
The storm brings a final truth
The river’s now brought back to life
Reborn are the vital days
Given a second chance at somethin’ lost
Somethin’ comes back to life
Washed and cast into the world
I’ll grow up beyond my ground
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When Seconds Count
06:01
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All across the cloudless sky
The vultures soar and wait
Knowin’ how this will end
A cowboy storm will come to pass
An offendin’ stranger and the hero stand
In a hateful dust they’re eye to eye
Words and sins have been exchanged
Now it’s come to this
As hate consumes their faces
Each one walks his paces
The only common ground they have found
Is to meet here and shoot the other down
Mercy has no place
With the sins of pride and rage
They’ll walk, turn, and shoot
Yea, stand their ground
Only seconds count
In a heat that breathes like fire
Whether predator or prey
On this land a dead man stands
But which one none can say
Hands upon the leather strap
The only thing that’s holdin’ back
‘Neathe the brim of a weathered hat
A kill is forever watch another world collapse
Mercy has no place
With the sins of pride and rage
They’ll walk, turn, and shoot
Yea, stand their ground
Only seconds count
Eyes sharp as a hawk
Triggers ready then across the land
With a lightnin’ strike the bullets take flight
Where once was a man, now a killer stands
When hate consumed their faces
Each one walked his paces
The only common ground they had found
Was to meet here and shoot the other down
Mercy has no place
With the sins of pride and rage
They’ll walk, turn, and shoot
Yea, stand their ground
Only seconds count
Yea, they signed the Devil’s page
With the sins of pride and rage
Their souls forever cast beneath the ground
Only seconds count
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Bastard of Time
03:41
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Well I’m struttin’ ‘cross the wasteland
Sweatin’ through the Devil’s heat
Yea, I’m struttin’ through the wasteland
And sweatin’ through the Devil’s heat
I come upon a dusty brothel
Hope to find me somethin’ sweet
Now, I’m the lone out of towner
The one who don’t belong
So, I’m the lone out of towner
The one who don’t even belong
Think I’ll charm the locals
They may let me play along
...yea, come play along
I’m a thousand miles from my hometown
Nobody knows my name
Now I’m a thousand miles from my hometown
No one will even know my name
The answer’s “yes” though I didn’t catch
What you were about to say
Now I ain’t ‘gonna remember
What I said by mornin’ light
It’s true I ain’t ‘gonna remember
A thing I said by mornin’ light
Into the lonesome mist of dawn
Escapes the Bastard of time
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12. |
Kingmaker
05:19
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Now I’m no fortune seer
But I’m sure I’ve never felt freer
The greatest risk always brings
The greatest final trade
And I’m no spirit healer
But I know I can feel her
Feel her lovin’ power aside me
As I tread across the land
Cause a silken gown with a pearl lace
Met a cowboy hat atop a rugged face
And she was his savior, his kingmaker
Yea, I was the outlaw the mystic rider
The nomad serf, the sole survivor
Now she is my savior, my kingmaker
For miles not a human sound
The great outdoors is all around
Upon the dusty earth I step slowly
Move with care
An object not in motion
Might as well be dead
I walk on for my days are numbered
Just as it started, it must end
Then a silken gown with a pearl lace
Met a cowboy hat atop a rugged face
And she was his savior, his kingmaker
Yea, I was the outlaw the mystic rider
The nomad serf, the sole survivor
Now she is my savior, my kingmaker
Will my charade still masquerade
As truth I’ve justly found
I’m resolute, power absolute
Heavy is the head that bears the crown
Then a silken gown with a pearl lace
Met a cowboy hat atop a rugged face
And she was his savior, his kingmaker
Yea, I was the outlaw the mystic rider
The nomad serf, the sole survivor
Now she is my savior, my kingmaker
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Brian N. Boston, Massachusetts
While primarily Classically trained Brian enjoys composing music in an array
styles.
In Spring 2021, look for his highly anticipated release "A Piece of Youth". This is an album featuring 16 songs by The Smashing Pumpkins arranged for piano, voice, and string quartet
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